I forgot I even started this thing. So far we’ve had Christmas oh and an awful cold, feeling fab, though, now I can eat again, even though the midwife told me I was killing my child because I was ill and couldn’t stop being sick. thanks, babe.

So far his family know, mine still don’t. I don’t know when the best time would be for saying my dad said ‘you aren’t stupid enough to let me down’ awks. My younger brothers’ girlfriend is also pregnant, also due in July. She’s a couple of weeks ahead from what I’ve worked out, how awkward. (It’ll be nice when they’re older and have someone to play with their age at the moment it’s a nightmare my dad is still recovering from that announcement)

I’m also frequently being asked what I’m doing to do when I finish university and what I’m doing with my life, what am I going to do with my life? I’m having a small human. We’ll manage somehow.

I just have to get past the 12 week scan (which is when I’ll be 11 weeks, someone in the office isn’t good a maths!) then I have a cardiac assessment with a consultant then I see my own cardiologist a week later to discuss this pregnancy, basically I’m being tested on a lot and poked and prodded. I’m not a person, I’m a patient, a statistic for them. I am getting very frustrated with how often I’m getting phone calls because the doctors/midwife/consultant don’t bother to message each other or tell each other what’s going on, instead I’m running between them like an idiot since I don’t really know what’s going on either.

The vitamins I’m currently taking include;

Ginger,

Iron

Vitamin D

Folic Acid

however, they’re huge tablets and I’m breaking them in half to have them but I do feel better with the added iron in them.